Wow.. My Mom made some good, cajun pasta tonight. It had crawfish, and cajun sausage.. Oh My Lanta, it was awesome..I haven't been eating during the day, drinking water, and if I eat something I eat a whole grain granola bar. I am loving it, and I feel better. I haven't gotten on the scales yet..But I will soon. So tonight, that pasta*carb city* was awesome..lol...

I got the spring cleaning bug, and when I got home last nite at about 9 pm. I cleaned until about 12:30. Then I woke up this morning and cleaned until I went to Kyla's for keyboard. Then came home & cleaned more, then helped cook supper. Then decided to write all my "latest crud" on my "lovely, famously read" HA blog!

I'll post some recent pics of me, for some of you that haven't seen me in a while!!!

Have a good night~ and remember who loves you !!!! ME!!!!

Hey..
I've been deep thinking alot today. Not sure why, I guess its the combination of, not being able to sleep, and boredom. I got to thinking about some things that our whole family is going through right now, and I realized...

Our choices, will affect us for the rest of our life.We as humans, can get so blinded from selfishness that we dont see who we are hurting, and how bad the reality of the situation really is. Its sad, I mean I think about the innocent people, who are being hurt, and it really just goes past the point of me being sad , it makes me very angry. You can help people for so long, then its like it just gets you no-where.We should never stop helping people though. Sometimes the best help in the world, is to let someone have to deal with their situations on their own, quit being they're crutch. Step back, and let them do it on their own.

Its kind of like a baby, they're not going to try to walk, if everytime they fall, or cry, you pick them up, and carry them for weeks afterwards. Usually they will fall a couple times just so they wont have to walk. We get so sidetracked by our own issues, we feel sorry for ourself, aren't available to help people, think about ME,ME,ME, and dont care who we are hurting and the sincerety on the hurt. I know that God felt betrayed many times, so if God was betrayed and hurt, how much more are we going to be hurt. The good thing is, we can turn to God, Let him love on us, Clean our wounds, take some time to rest then get back up and get ready to keep going. If we sit and wait forever, we might loose the chance. How many times can we afford to start over.

I'm telling you, theres not that many chances left. Why dont we take the chances we've been given and put all our effort into it, is it the fear of failure, is it the laziness of not wanting to give it our all, is it the selfishness of not wanting to let go of things we know isn't right , but we keep doing them, because we like too. Or is it just the issue of letting go.. Lets give it a chance, Let's let it go, Lets be serious and get fired up about the mission we are set out to do!!! Lets reach the hurting people, help the people that are causing the hurt,there are too many on the opposing side. Lets win them over,and lets give ourself a chance. WE CAN DO IT! God needs us and so does the world... I'm ready, are you in it with me??? Come on!! We need you!!! I CAN"T DO IT ALONE!!!!

Remember who loves you!!! ME!

Hey Er'Body...
whats kickin chickens? Not to much here, I slept late, since we were out late last nite. Now I'm fixing to go get ready to go to my Little cousins birthday party. She has cerebral pausy. She's turning 5, and she physically can do about what a 2 year old can do.We didn't know anything was wrong with her until she was about a year old. She couldn't do anything on her own, and had seizures. I remember the first time I saw her have a seizure it was awful, her whole body was shake uncontrollably, then her eyes would shake, she would wine, because it hurt. The doctors could not figure out what was wrong with her. They did test after test, and said that they just didn't know what was going on. Finally we found a doctor that knew what he was talking about, she has to take medicine about every 3 hours. She wears braces on her legs, and has to have special care. They told us she would problaly never walk... Guess what, our prayers and her commitment, and determination, she started walking about a year ago. They're are some days, she can't walk, somedays she can't talk,(she can say a few words) , But through all of this "Baby Leah" has tought the whole family, and everyone that comes in contact with her something.
She has the best attitude, always has a smile on her face, hugs everyone, waves at everyone, and cheers every person that comes her way up. I really belive that if she didn't have such a good attitude and outlook (I know she's young, but still) she wouldn't have progressed as much as she has. I have always looked at her, and thought, If we all just had the attitude about our situations, and Life, the world would be a happier place. Not to mention, that we would have a "WAY" happier life. Today, just try and smile at everyone that comes in contact with you, say something nice, be extra kind and considerate, and make sure that you give everyone a chance. Live today, like theres no tommorow. Make the best of the life we have, and thank God for all the chances we've been given. He is a good God, and we have a good life!!! Below is some information on Cerebral Palsy! I thought some of you might like to read it!! Remember who loves you!! ME!!!

Cerebral palsy or CP is a group of permanent disorders associated with developmental brain injuries that occur during fetal development, birth, or shortly after birth. It is characterized by a disruption of motor skills, with symptoms such as spasticity, paralysis, or seizures. Cerebral palsy is a form of static encephalopathy. The incidence is about 1.5 to 4 per 1000 live births. One form of it, spastic diplegia, is sometimes known as Little's disease in the United Kingdom. Properly speaking, the fact that CP does not get better or worse implies that it is a 'condition' (chronic nonprogressive neurological disorder) rather than a 'disease'. There is no cure, but therapy and Conductive Education [1] has been shown to be helpful. Conversely, gait and posture can get worse over time if left untreated. While severity varies widely, cerebral palsy ranks among the most costly congenital conditions to manage.
Cerebral palsy has been described as something of an "umbrella term" in that it refers to a group of different conditions. It has been suggested that no two people with CP will have an identical case even if they have the same diagnosis.
Cerebral palsy develops while the brain is under development. 80% of all cases occur before the baby reaches 1 month old, however this disorder can occur within about the first 5 years of life. It is a nonprogressive disorder; once damage to the brain occurs, no additional damage occurs as a result of this condition. Cerebral palsy neither improves nor worsens, though symptoms may seem to increase with time, likely due to the aging process.

Hello'
Hey, I stayed up late last nite, making my blog banner.. Editing my blog template and making it more custom/funky looking.. Whatcha think? I'll problaly do some more work on it soon, when I get another chance. I learned how to do it all, so it will be easier to edit, and keep it updated, and funky looking!!! Well, been a slow/boring school day..lol. Had algebra this morning,and then been doing all the other subjects. I'm gonna go, and finish up, just got on to check my email, and to post a quick update.

Thought for the day: God is always with you, no matter where you are, or what your doing. Just be still, and know that he is with you. Talk to him, tell him your cares, needs, wants, and desires, He is a faithful God, and will never leave you! Have a great day, and remember who loves you! :) ME!

Hey My Peeps!?!?!
Well, today was actually a pretty good day... I'm watching american Idol, and updating inbetween commercials. I slept late today, I'm finally getting over this cold, or whatever it was...
I'm still not 100% better, but getting alot better. I went to my buddy Kyla's today, and did piano, then visited, laughed, goofed off, and came home...

Then, I came home, drank a strawberry water, took some more cold medicine, played my keyboard, and chilled out. Now, I'm watching American Idol, and getting ready to take a shower, and hit the hay, in a little while. I have a really busy day tommorow, lunch appt. , some shopping to do, hehe.. <> Then i have to be at church early, to set up, and be ready for "Fun Night"lol... I am so cracking up at that chick that just sang on American Idol, I swear she sounded just like a Chipmunk... haha...well.. anyways not alot to say, and I am finding myself starting to blab..lol. SO I'll post more soon!!! On the other hand, Have a great nite!! ooo yea, I learned how to play the fill in parts for piano music now, I'm so happy.. I also learned the beginning to "Here without you" by three doors down!!! Well, guess I'll run!?!?! :)

Later Gaterz'-- this was just halarious to me HAHA

Hello...
Well my weekend consisted of cold medicine, dizzyness, stopped up nose,sneezing more than I have in my whole life,church meetings and feeling like the picture above!...

It was a good weekend, besides I've felt awful. I ended up not going to the doctor today, I took some medicine last night. I went to bed about 11:30 ish.. So I was exhausted anyways, but the medicine knocked me out even more, so I didn't wake up, until about 11 today. Then I tried to get up, but couldn't get out of bed, until about 11:30 ish, or almost 12. Then I got up, took some medicine, layed on the couch for a minute, then took a shower, and my grandma called, she said " Hey, i'm back in town, ya'll want to go eat pizza for lunch". So you know what we said,,, yes your right, we sayed sure! We went and ate pizza , then went and got my "Zyrtec" filled, and came home. Then I layed down trying to sleep, and it was like every way of air flow in my body was cut off lol. So, I piled about 7 pillows up, and layed on them. I rested couldn't sleep, so then I got up, and decided to check my email, and post a boring, under the influence of cold medicine blog post lol.

I am fixing to go call BJ back, and problaly watch something on TV, I think American Idol, comes on tonight!

Peace and Love-

Okay, That seriously is an AWESOME invention.. *sniffs* This cold is driving me nuts.. I go from where I can't breathe, to where snot if slowing like a river lol.. Ok thats gross, but thats why I have the roll of toilet paper attached to my head..haha.

I'm doped up on cold medicine, I mean its sad I can't even take a sinus pill and I'm knocked out.. I'll be happy when I get my prescription of Zyrtec filled. That stuff was sent from God, especially to me..lol. Its the only thing I can take and it work, and me not be so doped, I feel like I'm floating.. Well going to eat, be back later ... PEACE OUT!

Aloha~
See that picture above.. Thats where I want to be today.. Just sitting there, in my bathing suit, drinking a diet coke, and soaking up the sun... But guess what.. I'm here unfortunately, I'm in one of those moods today, that I wouldn't mind being there alone, just by myself. Relaxing all alone. I know that might sound wierd to alot of you, but as outgoing as I might be, sometimes I want my alone time. Dont get me wrong, I wouldn't want to be on the Island all alone lol, I would want someone there with me..lol.. But I wouldn't mind being alone for a while out there. Isn't it beautiful..

Its been a stressful couple of weeks. Alot going on, and I'm just worn out! I'm babysitting tonite, and I might sleep most of tommorow... Sounds fun huh. lol.

On a happier more joyful note lol, I am so excited about what God's doing at the church. The youth group is growing, and things are starting to take off. I can't wait to see what all God has in store, he has things in store for us that are unimaginable. I think for the first time in a while, I have been able to say more and more often, that I'm relaxed about whats going on in my life. I know God has things under control. I have been spending alot of time in prayer, and playing my keyboard and singing. I have alot of things on my heart, that I feel like I need to do.

I want to start a "Big Sis like club, or something for Little girls, that their parents are seperated , to spend time with them, talk to them , and love on them. Something where, we'd play in makeup, dress up, paint fingernails, play games, and just spend time together, something where they could be able to talk and get alot of stuff off their chest, and Just have fun! Not worry about what all is going on..

I have several more things pending in my brain and on my heart too, I have to decided exactly which way I'm gonna take it all, and how I'm going to do it. But my relationship with God is better than it has ever been! I'm not worried about my future, I've turned everything over to God,and I have peace!!! I've realized as I've done that, and changed my relationships, God has sent some awesome people my way. Some friends that are fun, and christians! I thank him for it everyday! Just be praying for me that I would have knowledge in which way I want to take everything,and for God's "PERFECT" timing. Well leave me a comment, i'm fixing to go..

Look at this pic, and imagine being there.... Todays what we have, tommorow we are not promised! Make the best of today and remember! I LOVE YOU!

Hey Everyone!!!
This is some of the pictures from our birthday party.. I didn't put all of them up, but heres a few! I didn't take alot of them, I should have, but we were in a hurry!!!
Enjoy!!!

I dont know whats up with Blogger. But it keeps messing my blogs up, after I've made them and posted for a while. I was debating on even worrying with making a new one. Then I got some emails, of people asking why haven't I updated. So heres my new one!! I'm sure your thinking, whats been up with you lately. You really dont even want to know lol. Its been really crazy. I mean you know those weeks, when your in such a hurry you forget to put deodorant on.lol. well, I didn't do that too many days so dont worry.lol

Well, we finally had our birthday party. It was awesome it was so much fun, We had about 30 people there, and we had 6 teams. Bekahs team was : Bekah,Joe, Staci, My team was : Gabe, Tiffany, Kelsi, and Banks <- let me tell you he was halarious. He was all into the race, he kept saying "This stinks , we're going to be disqualified, good job Dad.. We laughed so hard at him, then he had something to say about EVERYTHING..lol. He is so cute, and halarious. I wont even mention where BJ took his team..lol.. He is crazy, but you gotta love him...

so, the drift I'm trying to give you is we didn't win, it wasn't banks fault tho... It was just because I dont know why, ITS ALL GABES FAULT..lol.. It still was fun... Gabe was halarious, and our whole team had fun. After the race, we went back to the church ate some pizza, had cake, did the present thingy, then Gabe AND banks rapped. It was sooo good. Gabe did awesome, but I have to say, Banks did the best. He was soo cute up there. Then after that I came home took a shower, and went to sleep. I'll post pictures then you can see why I had to take a shower lol, and brush my teeth, really good. :)

Well, i'm gonna go for now, My dad should be on his way home, then we're going to eat some grub lol, then maybe watch a movie or something... I got a call today, I have to babysit this weekend.. So thats good, I'll make some money.. I'm trying to find a job.. not going so good, well,really, I'm just not that motivated lol.. Let me see if I can get these pics to work!!! :)

Love ya, and please leave me a comment..
Later ~