A blog about my thoughts, desires, and just my Crud!
Its friday, I'm happy. But not done yet, I have to work tonight. Then I'll be good, I'm hoping to do something fun tommorow... Not sure what, yet. I am keeping a little girl tonight, she's like 4 months old. So it will be easy, as long as she's happy and doesn't cry the whole time lol. I love kids tho, I can't wait to have kids. I hope to stay home with them, and homeschool them. I want to work out of my house, doing hair tho. It will give me a way of making money, but be able to be with my kids. I have always been a family person, so I will have to marry a " Family Man". Anyways, I just thought I'd update, I haven't had many "deep" post lately, guess everythings been laid back and relaxed. I did get a few things from the mall today, They had some really cute stuff out there, I just didn't have much money! HA! Anyways, well let me go get ready to babysit, and I'll Update and let you know how it went!!!
HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND,
HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND,
AND REMEMBER WHO LOVES
YOU!
Me And My sister, On the airplane, I WANT TO GO BACK TO MEXICO :(
IAN LOOKS BEAUTIFUL!
WHAT A NERD, HE LOOKS LIKE HE'S DYING, I WAS FREAKING OUT, BECAUSE HE TURNED PURPLE, AND COULDN"T BREATHE.
CALEB STRESSES NEVER TO GO ON BLIND DATES, NEVER KNOW WHAT MIGHT HAPPEN!
BJ IS DOING SOMETHING? WE'RE NOT EVEN SURE WHAT LOL.
MATT SAYS CHA, CHA, CHA!
Here are some funny pics for you all to look at! Leave comments lol... Aren't friends Great!!!
Let me see if this video works, just something stupid :)
Well today consisted of Waking up to my new alarm clock saying 20:19.. I was like HUH? what time is it, so I hollered at my sister and was like what time is it? It wasn't as late as I felt like it was, last night I got some good sleep. I went to bed early, and I slept a little late today. I just "CAN"T" get caught up on my rest lately, I'm completely worn out and I have no reason to be.
Besides that lol. Lifes great! I've been on "planet happy". Lifes great, Jesus is greater, and Laughter is constant lately. I laugh all the time, I laughed so much last night, at Mc.donalds, then on the way to take her home, then on the way to Walmart, me and my sister just laughed.
I'm so thankful for my sister, She is so important to me. No-one will ever take her place! She is so fun, and sooo halarious! We were acting like little kids again last night, racing to the car, and it was great. I thought, we need to have more time together like that. Lifes too short to miss out on all the "fun, crazy" moments. Take time to laugh, and to have a little fun everyday!!! We get soo caught up on the "stress, and originality of life, that it looses the fun!!
TAKE TIME TO LAUGH, AND TO HAVE FUN!!
and remember who loves you!!! ME!
Besides that lol. Lifes great! I've been on "planet happy". Lifes great, Jesus is greater, and Laughter is constant lately. I laugh all the time, I laughed so much last night, at Mc.donalds, then on the way to take her home, then on the way to Walmart, me and my sister just laughed.
I'm so thankful for my sister, She is so important to me. No-one will ever take her place! She is so fun, and sooo halarious! We were acting like little kids again last night, racing to the car, and it was great. I thought, we need to have more time together like that. Lifes too short to miss out on all the "fun, crazy" moments. Take time to laugh, and to have a little fun everyday!!! We get soo caught up on the "stress, and originality of life, that it looses the fun!!
TAKE TIME TO LAUGH, AND TO HAVE FUN!!
and remember who loves you!!! ME!
Well, Thank goodness our tamale deeds are over. It went over great for the guys tho, fill their bellys and they are good to go! It was fun, and I did learn alot of the tips and the recipe for making tamales. I didn't get to assemble them,because I had to leave early yesterday!
I haven't updated in a while, but I thought I would. Things are going great for me right now, I think I'm closer to God than I've ever been. I talk to him like I do to my friends on the telephone. I feel his presence with me, and his peace is constantly surrounding me. I dont mean to sound corny, but its awesome! I look back, and I have always thought I wasn't worthy of God's love and forgiveness. But what I didn't realize is that it was more than me feeling unworthy, it was me being dis-obedient. I thank God that he helped me get out of the rut(s) I was in, and help me gain peoples trust and love back. Now all I have to do is work on trusting people again, you know you get hurt in life , its just going to happen. But instead of lettting that get us down, and missing out on the good things that God brings into our life for a reason,we should pray , turn it over to god, forgive and forget. Easier said than done Eh, I understand!
I guess what I'm trying to say is for the first time in my life, I'm truly happy. I'm living on"full throttle" for God. I am able to love people unconditionally, and I am willing to do whatever is needed of me. I trust God that he's got my future under control, that he wants the best for me, and that I need to stop running around , seeking for the things I think I want!!! Learn to trust God, and to Love people! It brings you so much joy, and healing! Remember I love you, and thanks for all the friendships you've given me! I'll update sooner I promise!!!
Take time to thank God, and to tell him how much you love him at least once a day! You dont have to have some "SCHEDULED SERIOUS MEETING" just as your driving down the road, or taking a shower, eating , getting ready for bed, just take time to tell him how important he is to you. You may think No-one is for you or loves you , But I promise you God is, and so is someone else out there!!!
Dont forget Fun night, wednesday GABE'S GONNA BE IN THE HOUSE! He's off the chain, and I'm so happy we could get him back www.2heavenorbust.com ... Free Chic-Fil-A! HEHE! I"M THERE!
I haven't updated in a while, but I thought I would. Things are going great for me right now, I think I'm closer to God than I've ever been. I talk to him like I do to my friends on the telephone. I feel his presence with me, and his peace is constantly surrounding me. I dont mean to sound corny, but its awesome! I look back, and I have always thought I wasn't worthy of God's love and forgiveness. But what I didn't realize is that it was more than me feeling unworthy, it was me being dis-obedient. I thank God that he helped me get out of the rut(s) I was in, and help me gain peoples trust and love back. Now all I have to do is work on trusting people again, you know you get hurt in life , its just going to happen. But instead of lettting that get us down, and missing out on the good things that God brings into our life for a reason,we should pray , turn it over to god, forgive and forget. Easier said than done Eh, I understand!
I guess what I'm trying to say is for the first time in my life, I'm truly happy. I'm living on"full throttle" for God. I am able to love people unconditionally, and I am willing to do whatever is needed of me. I trust God that he's got my future under control, that he wants the best for me, and that I need to stop running around , seeking for the things I think I want!!! Learn to trust God, and to Love people! It brings you so much joy, and healing! Remember I love you, and thanks for all the friendships you've given me! I'll update sooner I promise!!!
Take time to thank God, and to tell him how much you love him at least once a day! You dont have to have some "SCHEDULED SERIOUS MEETING" just as your driving down the road, or taking a shower, eating , getting ready for bed, just take time to tell him how important he is to you. You may think No-one is for you or loves you , But I promise you God is, and so is someone else out there!!!
Dont forget Fun night, wednesday GABE'S GONNA BE IN THE HOUSE! He's off the chain, and I'm so happy we could get him back www.2heavenorbust.com ... Free Chic-Fil-A! HEHE! I"M THERE!
Its a monday for sure. I have felt so lazy today, I haven't been able to get caught up on my rest lately. I lay down and night, and My brain spins 150 miles an hour. I roll around, trying to get to sleep. Its got to stop though, I can't take it much longer, starting to wear on me. I have been doing laundry and cleaning all day, I got way behind on all that too. I have to go to drama tonight, and then hopefully we'll get done early, and come home and go to bed early... I may have to babysit tommorow,and I have piano tommorow morning. So after today, my week starts a rolling! Busy,Busy,Busy!!!
I thought I would update.. Lets everyone keep Michael's family in our prayers!!!
I LOVE YOU ALL!
I thought I would update.. Lets everyone keep Michael's family in our prayers!!!
I LOVE YOU ALL!
Hey Everyone!
I just wanted to let you know, that when you leave a comment, the reason it isn't showing up, is because I have to approve it. Hehe! For you blonde bloggers~ I just wanted to let you know, because alot of you were wondering!!!
Thats been my thought lately.. Wheres my joy? Wheres my smile? Someone told me the other day , You need to eat a happy meal, and smiled at me real big.
That made me think, I've always been the most smiley person, the most possitive person,and laugh all the time. When they said that to me, I came home that night and before I went to bed, I felt something inside of me say, Wheres your smile? Eat a happy meal.. I closed my eyes, and prayed. I asked God to give me my joy back, and to give me my smile back.
Things around me have made it really hard to smile lately. Its made it hard to be happy, and to be possitive about everything. But I realized, our circumstances, shouldn't rob us of our joy, and we should always look on the bright side. I can almost put money on it that someone has worse circumstances than you. I know there are "TONS" of people that have worse circumstances than me. Sometimes we get so blinded by the negativity, that we dont see the possitivity in life.
Smiles are contagious, just like negativity is contagious.So Lets pass around possitive energy, Smiles that will make peoples day, Thank you's and I appreciate what you do. Lets try and make everyone we come incontact with feel appreciated.
The other day, My Dad called me and told me to take a trash can down to be thrown away, he told me to write a note on it telling the Garbage Men to throw the whole trash can away.
So I got a piece of paper, and wrote ,
" Good Morning, Can you please throw this whole trash can away. Thanks so much for what you do.Your job is very important, and I dont know what we'd do without ya'll. Your a blessing! Have a great day ! "
I didn't think they would think anything about it, I figured they'd pick up the trash can and throw it away. My sister watched as they came to pick up the trash can, and when the man saw the note. He stopped the man driving the truck, and they all got out and stood by the trash can reading the note. With the biggest smiles on their face. See, how simple that was, and it made them feel so special.
Do things for the people who are least looked at. Like the buggy boys at walmart, Give them a dollar,or buy them something to drink on your way out of walmart and just give it to them, smile and say thank you for what you do. Everyone needs to feel appreciated. So lets start with the small things. They mean the most!!! If we do that, God will begin to bless us. When we do things for others , it brings joy to our hearts ...
So my question for you to think about is
" Have you had your happy meal? If not, Eat a happy meal!!!"
Fusion was incredible. Teens were participatary,Worship was incredible, Beck's word, rocked the house . IT was awesome! I am so excited to see all the great things going on in our youth group. I can remember 3 years ago, when we started with Me and Spencer Lowe. Thats all we had, Beck and Jodi were so gracious to have service with just us 2 every wednesday lol. We prayed, and did outreaches, and were commited. Look at the youth group now!!! The other night when we had service in the auditorium. I just sat there , and thought about when we would have a building that big, and have service like that every wednesday! Its awesome!!!
Beck, thanks for being such an awesome youth pastor. Taking the time to speak into our lives,build friendships, and be such an awesome example to all the teens.
Jodi, Thanks for being such an awesome light in my life, when I needed it the most. Thanks for loving me unconditionally, and helping me through my rough times!
Andre, Thanks for being a part of the church for serving and being such an awesome person.
Matt, Thanks for being such a servant. Serving God not in the spotlight, but out of the spotlight. Doing the dirty work , no-one else wants to do. Having the kindness, to reach out to all these teens, that need you. Taking the time, to serve unconditionally, and being such a help to beck. Thanks for your friendship, and for being there for me! Your da bomb Mateo!
Ian, Thanks for being yourself, being real and helping in the youth. I know God has got such a great plan for your life, and is going to use you mightily. Hang in there, rough times come before Great times. We have to go through storms sometimes to get to the "beautiful island" on the other side. Your in my prayers!!! I'm here for you, and thanks for your friendship!
Robin,Thanks for being such a great friend, and being here for me. Thanks for taking time just to be with us, and serving like you do!!
I appreciate all of you, and love you all so much!!! Keep your heads up, your always in my prayers!!!!
Love you!
Hannah
Beck, thanks for being such an awesome youth pastor. Taking the time to speak into our lives,build friendships, and be such an awesome example to all the teens.
Jodi, Thanks for being such an awesome light in my life, when I needed it the most. Thanks for loving me unconditionally, and helping me through my rough times!
Andre, Thanks for being a part of the church for serving and being such an awesome person.
Matt, Thanks for being such a servant. Serving God not in the spotlight, but out of the spotlight. Doing the dirty work , no-one else wants to do. Having the kindness, to reach out to all these teens, that need you. Taking the time, to serve unconditionally, and being such a help to beck. Thanks for your friendship, and for being there for me! Your da bomb Mateo!
Ian, Thanks for being yourself, being real and helping in the youth. I know God has got such a great plan for your life, and is going to use you mightily. Hang in there, rough times come before Great times. We have to go through storms sometimes to get to the "beautiful island" on the other side. Your in my prayers!!! I'm here for you, and thanks for your friendship!
Robin,Thanks for being such a great friend, and being here for me. Thanks for taking time just to be with us, and serving like you do!!
I appreciate all of you, and love you all so much!!! Keep your heads up, your always in my prayers!!!!
Love you!
Hannah
I was loooking through some pictures on my computer tonight, and came across these pictures...
I danced for as long as I can remember, then one week decided I wanted to quit. It was a passion I had, and still have. I think all the time where I'd be if I hadn't of quit. I gave up on my dream, because it got tough, and I was insecure,because of others people judgements, and injuries. When all along, there were people telling me , How good I Was, and if I kept on I could take my dancing far. I loved it, it wasn't something that I had to do, it was something that came natural something I enjoyed, and loved doing. Something I found my place in, and felt good at. I loved the feeling of expressing your emotions, and feeling free. I was the one that went to dance class, and didn't make alot of friends, because I was so centered on what I did. I came to dance, and every night after dance class, I would feel like I was floating again. It was an outlet for me. I loved recital nights, where I'd be on stage infront of a "TON" of people, and dance my heart out. I loved the spotlight lol. I still do, I love being on stage infront of people, I don't get nervouse ,its just kind of a natural thing for me, Not that I "STRIVE" to be the center of attention. Because I always try to not look important, I dont want to be noticed, I want God to be noticed in my life. Its not about me, its about him. I guess the point of this post, is to tell you. Stay focused on your dreams, Don't Give up!! You'll regret it, Pray and make sure that you do what your supposed to do. Dont just quit something you love, for a spur of the moment reason. (You'll always regret it) Stay encouraged, and remember that I'm behind you and love you!! Have a great day today!!!
We are always getting ready to live but never living.
"-Ralph Waldo Emerson"
Tomorrow's life is too late. Live today.
- Marcus Valerius Martialis
Well those are two quotes that stuck out to me.. We always say "tommorow, I'll do so and so, but what if we didn't have tommorow? We aren't promised tommorow.. Thats so awesome, God gave us today, So lets live today like there was no tommorow.. We have to make the best of our time, we never know what could happen.. Well, I didn't have that much to say, But I needed to update. Because I'm trying to do better at it. I am very excited about "Fusion" wednesday. Its going to be awesome! Be sure and come, bring as many friends as you can.Whoever brings the most guest wins a prize!!!
Well Gotta scat
Fruit Loops~
Golden, Ripe, Boneless Bananas, 39 Cents A Pound."
- Ad in the "Missoulian" by Orange Street Food Farm
( Think they had a blonde moment) ^
If you can't fix it with duck tape you have'nt used enough
(had to be from balcomville or some major rednecks!
All work and no play, will make you a manager.
Best friends are the people that know all about and still put up with you!
-Me (isn't that true)
- Ad in the "Missoulian" by Orange Street Food Farm
( Think they had a blonde moment) ^
If you can't fix it with duck tape you have'nt used enough
(had to be from balcomville or some major rednecks!
All work and no play, will make you a manager.
Best friends are the people that know all about and still put up with you!
-Me (isn't that true)
LOL... What a night, I went to the circus with my little cousins, and grandma.. Oh me gosh.. I really couldn't tell you if the circus was good or not, because I didn't watch but 10 minutes of it, LITERALLY!!! It was bathroom, break after bathroom break, I'm thirsty, I want a light saber, I want an icee, I want Cracker Jacks, I want cotton candy, Blah, blah, blah... Anyways, my brain feels fried, and I'm not in the best of moods now... But I'll be ok, the good thing is, My grandma and cousins should feel special... I did the right thing, but it wasn't the most fun thing to do on my friday night... ooo well..
I dont have many thoughts tonight, besides my brain feels fried, and I'm tired.. Other than that, I hope I can get in to get my haircut tommorow, and maybe do something fun... Well I have a blubbering headache, and a stomach ache from all the cotton candy I ate while walking everywhere lol.. I have to say though it was worth it for the cotton candy, well maybe not but it was still very yummy!!!
Well no use saying leave me a comment, because theres not much to comment on. This was a useless post, but still had fun doing it lol...Have a great rest of the night, and an awesome weekend!!!
Remember who loves you!!! ME!!!!
Yeah, Yeah, I know.. Its been a while since I've updated. I've been busy, so for the few of you people who read my blog. I'll update for you!! Feel special? lol.. Anyways, lets see...
Yesterday :
I got up went to algebra, then came home got all fixed up and went to the Beauty School to talk to them, and see what I would have to do to get in. The response was good. I was very excited, We're just praying about it,and have a few more meetings with the "Heads of the Beauty school". lol .. Then went and ate lunch with my Grandma, drove out and looked at some land in the country. Then stopped by my Grandma's grave that died a few months ago, and put flowers out. Then Came home, and took a nap, and went to church...
I guess my thought today would be , that everything happens for a reason. Yesterday I was driving in the country , and I was really quiet. I began to think about some stuff I went through not too long ago, and was kind of questioning why it happened, or why I let it happen. Relationships that failed, Mistakes that were made, and people that were hurt. But as I was driving and I looked to my left, to see about 30 something acres of flat land, with rolled bales of hay, and horses in one pasture and cows in the other. It was beautiful. I begin thinking, about how long it took to roll those bales of hay. Did it happen just over night? NO... Did it take a few minutes and they were done? NO.. It took time, but the response to the patience they took, was worth while... The Animals were happy , and it looked beautiful. I got to thinking about how everything has a time and season. Alot of times we rush things, want an answer NOW, and it doesn't work that way, Normally because God doesn't want us to get hurt, and knows whats best for us.
I've been inpatient lately, about different things. What does my life hold for me, Am I going to get to fullfill my dream, Who am I going to marry, Am I going to have a wonderful family. Yesterday God revealed to me, all he said was 3 words, but it meant everything to me..
I heard him whisper " In it's time". Today, I'm relaxed, very happy. I am patient to what God has for me.. He is a faithful God, and if its meant to be. Do you think we should stress and worry? No.. God will let it happen easily, and naturally!!! I'm praying for you today, that God gives you the same peace he revealed to me. Dont get ahead of yourself. Trust him. He loves you and would never hurt you!!!
Remember who else loves you!!!!! ME!!!
Leave me a comment!!!
Yesterday :
I got up went to algebra, then came home got all fixed up and went to the Beauty School to talk to them, and see what I would have to do to get in. The response was good. I was very excited, We're just praying about it,and have a few more meetings with the "Heads of the Beauty school". lol .. Then went and ate lunch with my Grandma, drove out and looked at some land in the country. Then stopped by my Grandma's grave that died a few months ago, and put flowers out. Then Came home, and took a nap, and went to church...
I guess my thought today would be , that everything happens for a reason. Yesterday I was driving in the country , and I was really quiet. I began to think about some stuff I went through not too long ago, and was kind of questioning why it happened, or why I let it happen. Relationships that failed, Mistakes that were made, and people that were hurt. But as I was driving and I looked to my left, to see about 30 something acres of flat land, with rolled bales of hay, and horses in one pasture and cows in the other. It was beautiful. I begin thinking, about how long it took to roll those bales of hay. Did it happen just over night? NO... Did it take a few minutes and they were done? NO.. It took time, but the response to the patience they took, was worth while... The Animals were happy , and it looked beautiful. I got to thinking about how everything has a time and season. Alot of times we rush things, want an answer NOW, and it doesn't work that way, Normally because God doesn't want us to get hurt, and knows whats best for us.
I've been inpatient lately, about different things. What does my life hold for me, Am I going to get to fullfill my dream, Who am I going to marry, Am I going to have a wonderful family. Yesterday God revealed to me, all he said was 3 words, but it meant everything to me..
I heard him whisper " In it's time". Today, I'm relaxed, very happy. I am patient to what God has for me.. He is a faithful God, and if its meant to be. Do you think we should stress and worry? No.. God will let it happen easily, and naturally!!! I'm praying for you today, that God gives you the same peace he revealed to me. Dont get ahead of yourself. Trust him. He loves you and would never hurt you!!!
Remember who else loves you!!!!! ME!!!
Leave me a comment!!!
About me
- I'm Hannah
- From United States
- I am a christian girl, who loves to worship God, Serve and encourage people. I always have a big hug to make everyone better! I am a goof-ball...i love to be crazy, and laugh alot...
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