A blog about my thoughts, desires, and just my Crud!
Let me start out by saying that Beck and Jodi came over last night, that was alot of fun. We ate like pigs, talked about baby stuff :D awww,,, and watched Beck and my Dad play some playstation lol. I really enjoyed it, I have missed them...
Youth is going great, everyone is doing such a great job. Matt Nance spoke wednesday he did a great job! GOOD JOB MATT! Ian and Caleb did worship, since I didn't get back in time from getting Matt's cake, I didn't sing.
GREAT JOB IAN, AND CALEB!
Then we ate cake for Matt's belated birthday!
So youth was awesome wednesday!!!
So youth was awesome wednesday!!!
I know, I know its been forever since I've updated, but summer has been busy.
I've had a great summer, been to the lake a couple times, then have been swimming, and to lots of movies, and alot of time with my friends.
Most of our hanging out buddies, are Me, Bekah, Emily, Hannah Bo-Nanna, Caleb and Andrew. Bj and Caleb when they can come too.. :D I love you guys, ya'll are awesome.
We went to the lake again yesterday, I love going... I just get in the water, and swim my heart out. I love it, its so relaxing and fun... Next friday we're going again, but we're taking a bigger group, and staying all day... Hannah Banana, I updated for you, so you have something to read, so now you better leave me comments lol. Ask Caleb to help you!!!
Well, today was a good day, slept late, then washed clothes, helped my mom cook a brunch, then went to walmart, and to Rue21 , and then to eat, then to the hospital to visit Lucy, but she wasn't in her room...
Now, I think I might go to bed, I'm really sleepy, and got church in the morning.
Just wanted to update for you few people that read this..
By the way, keep your heads up, if your having a hard time, God is right there with you, just trust him, close your eyes pray, and remember he loves you!!!
If ya'll need anything I'm always here for ya'll, and I love you all!!
Hey Everyone!!!
I just thought I would post an update on my weekend. It wasn't too shabby, I got to rest alot, and spend some time with my family. I am so blessed to have a family like mine. We cooked a "Huge" supper tonight. Me and mom cooked, Ribs, chicken, Sausage, Corn, rolls, and chocolate mousse pie for dessert!! :D It was yummy.. I'm sooo full tho. I hope everyones weekend was good, and I'm fixing to go eat some pie, and then chill out. Pray for bekah, she isn't feeling good at all. She's been sick all weekend. I will see you guys in the morning...
I just thought I would post an update on my weekend. It wasn't too shabby, I got to rest alot, and spend some time with my family. I am so blessed to have a family like mine. We cooked a "Huge" supper tonight. Me and mom cooked, Ribs, chicken, Sausage, Corn, rolls, and chocolate mousse pie for dessert!! :D It was yummy.. I'm sooo full tho. I hope everyones weekend was good, and I'm fixing to go eat some pie, and then chill out. Pray for bekah, she isn't feeling good at all. She's been sick all weekend. I will see you guys in the morning...
peace, love, and cheetos :D
Okay I'm going to warn you this is going to be a deep, blog post. But I feel like I need to share it, I feel like it will bless someone out there. Its not going to be easy for me to lay it all out there and be completely honest, tear down my front, and tell you all the nitty gritty. But God has layed it on my heart to do, I feel like this is the last phase to getting over this.
Have you ever been in a place in your life, where you feel like "why wakeup" in the morning? Theres nothing exciting to look forward too, theres nothing to make you "WANT" tommorow to get here faster. Lets all take a minute, and get to the root of that problem.
Theres got to be a reason, why we dont want to wake up in the morning, why we aren't excited about tommorow, why we don't want to face certain people, take care of everyday life situations.
Did someone hurt you? Did someone let you down? Did someone turn their back on you, and you feel stranded and like your all alone? Are you insecure? Are you not looking at yourself through God's eyes?
I have Good and Bad news for you...
The good news is " God can help you get excited about life, he can heal your hurts, he will never let you down, He will never turn his back on you, He will be your companion during your lonely time, He will give you the security you need, He will help you to see yourself the way he see's you.He will be the potter, and mend your broken heart back together.
"So there IS a cure"!
-The Bad News-
To get to the place where we will allow God to minister and heal us, sometimes takes more than just sitting in your seat feeling sorry for yourself.
It takes the determination that your not going to have a pitty party, your going to get over this hurt, or whatever your going through, and move on in life.
It takes the determination that your not going to have a pitty party, your going to get over this hurt, or whatever your going through, and move on in life.
If you reach out your hand, God WILL grab it.
Last wednesday night, Beck preached on " Self Esteem"and overcoming the hurt or root cause for low self esteem. I went up and asked for prayer, and God gave beck the "PERFECT" word for me. I want to share it with you.I just recently
didn't follow God's will completely, got involved in a relationship that wasn't needed, and ended up "very" hurt over it, but its was an awesome learning experience, and has gotten me alot closer to God. Hopefully this will help someone.
I think it might minister to someone out there who comes across this.
Beck was praying over me and this is what he said, Your like the little girl who was in a dark room, in the corner crying. She had a broken porcelain heart all around her, God can heal your broken heart, He can give you the self esteem you need. But be careful who you give your heart too, your very special and you need to only give your heart to God. He will not break it, or hurt you. He will never leave you, and he will always be here for you. Dont let what others think about you get to you, only listen to what God has to say about you.
I begin to weep, as I literally felt like God was patching my heart back together, I could really almost feel like someone was pushing on my heart. I really believe if I wouldn't have gotten out of my seat, and walked up front, asking Beck to pray for me, it was very hard. God wouldn't have healed me. Not only was it hard to walk up front in front of everyone, but weep like I did, and then on top of all that I ripped my pants right before service, so my jeans were ductaped. But you know what I realized, there are alot of people that miss the opportunity to get healed, because they are to prideful, or embaressed to go up for prayer.I am going to talk to Beck about saying something wednesday to the youth. Because I really feel like God wants me too.
But heres the bottom line, if you want joy, your hurts healed, peace, and comfort.
Step outside your box, reach out, and I PROMISE GOD WILL
MEET YOU!!
I love you, and I am praying for you! IF you ever need me I'm here for you.
It was time for me to update, so I decided I would...
My week was tough, but it got better as the week went on. Its amazing how in our difficult times, we really notice God's presence with us.
It was all I could do to keep from breaking down, because I felt the love and comfort of God with me as I was hurting,and dealing with my mistakes, and problems I was facing.
He was speaking through many of my friends,(you) and they didn't have a clue what I was going through. He sent 3 different people, to say something to me, it was all straight on, and really meant alot to me.
I thank God everyday for the opportunity to have a relationship with him. God truly is all we need, then he gives us the other "angels" in our life, to help us make it along the way. Sometimes we get distracted by the things we think are "Gods will" but if we took the time to really pray, and think it out, we would realize its not as much Gods will as we make it out to be. Gods will in the wrong timing, is just as bad as the" wrong will" its really the same thing as the wrong will.
My advice to you, is to keep GOD "FIRST" and really take time to spend with him, take time to listen to what he has to say, and take time to trust that he has your future in his hands.
Save yourself alot of hurt, tears, and sleepless nights, by doing it his way... We all learn from our mistakes , and we all need to make more time to spend with God.
We would all make less mistakes if we took the time to listen to what he has to say to us.
Thank you God for helping me make it through everything, for helping me keep the smile on my face, and to realize that you are all I need. Thank you for giving me joy, and motivation, and for helping me jump over that heap, and get past the things in my life that was hindering me from doing what I was supposed to do . Thank you for always being there for me, and never leaving. I love you, and YOU TRULY ARE ALL I NEED!!!!
About me
- I'm Hannah
- From United States
- I am a christian girl, who loves to worship God, Serve and encourage people. I always have a big hug to make everyone better! I am a goof-ball...i love to be crazy, and laugh alot...
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