A blog about my thoughts, desires, and just my Crud!
This weekend was an awesome weekend. I was so touched, and I feel so re-charged. God really helped me overcome alot of hurt, and scars, letting me be able to trust people again. I was in a place, where I had built walls all around my heart, I seemed on the outside I Was trusting people, but on the inside, I was not taking everything that was said and Done to me, to heart. It was hard for me to trust people, after being hurt. I didn't even realize I guess, that I hadn't let it go. 2 people really hurt me , and I had thought I let go of it, but I hadn't. God showed me on the journey we took, that I was holding on to things that had happened to me, and comparing them to things that are happening to me. I have to trust God, and be able to love, and trust again. If I dont, I will never truly be happy!
God showed me a vision when I went to the alter Saturday night.
It was me, I was standing in the middle of a circle of "thousands of people", I had tons of clothes on, ragged, torn clothes, but I had tons of them on. It was hard for me to walk, and I was crying, I gazed around the sides of me, and behind me to see some people , screaming at me, some people smiling at me, some people insulting me, some people from my past that really hurt me, and I heard someone say" look at me, I looked infront of me and it Was Jesus, He was holding his arms wide open, for me to come back to him. I tried to run to him, but I was so weighed down in all the clothes, baggage, really (hurt, desires,lies,sorrow,and not being able to love people) I begin to weep, and start coming closer to him, and as I did with my hands lifted high, Clothes begin falling off, It got to where I could run to him, I ran to him, and he wrapped his arms around me, and told me " To stay happy, Keep your eyes focused on me, If you stay focused on me, and what I think about you, I will put people in your life to love you for who you are, friends who you can trust, and joy in your life. Then all the people begin to fade away, and it was just me and God!
We all need to realize, that what other people say about us, doesn't mark our future, we shouldn't let it mark our future. But we should let what God says about us, matter!! I'm Gods princess, his beautiful child, and he told me to trust him with my future, its all in his hands! My question for you is
"WHO ARE YOU"!!!
God showed me a vision when I went to the alter Saturday night.
It was me, I was standing in the middle of a circle of "thousands of people", I had tons of clothes on, ragged, torn clothes, but I had tons of them on. It was hard for me to walk, and I was crying, I gazed around the sides of me, and behind me to see some people , screaming at me, some people smiling at me, some people insulting me, some people from my past that really hurt me, and I heard someone say" look at me, I looked infront of me and it Was Jesus, He was holding his arms wide open, for me to come back to him. I tried to run to him, but I was so weighed down in all the clothes, baggage, really (hurt, desires,lies,sorrow,and not being able to love people) I begin to weep, and start coming closer to him, and as I did with my hands lifted high, Clothes begin falling off, It got to where I could run to him, I ran to him, and he wrapped his arms around me, and told me " To stay happy, Keep your eyes focused on me, If you stay focused on me, and what I think about you, I will put people in your life to love you for who you are, friends who you can trust, and joy in your life. Then all the people begin to fade away, and it was just me and God!
We all need to realize, that what other people say about us, doesn't mark our future, we shouldn't let it mark our future. But we should let what God says about us, matter!! I'm Gods princess, his beautiful child, and he told me to trust him with my future, its all in his hands! My question for you is
"WHO ARE YOU"!!!
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- I'm Hannah
- From United States
- I am a christian girl, who loves to worship God, Serve and encourage people. I always have a big hug to make everyone better! I am a goof-ball...i love to be crazy, and laugh alot...
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O.K. go on and try somehing only remember you decided to keep this going. I won't just let you get us.
Heya! Much agreeing wit what you say! ^_^
By the way, how do you get a banner on your site. I'm totally lost. lol
Heya! Much agreeing with what you said!
And by the way, can you tell me how I can get a banner on my blog? The help page is a little confusing. I guess I'm a bit of a noob on this ite! lol ^_^
-Nevi
(Love ya!)
Hannah,
I agree the X 24 wekend was totally awesome! I enhjoyed the meetings as well. I am so proud of you and your zeal for God. Stay on fire for God! I love you!
Dad